Crying myself to sleep. Fuck my life. Don’t feel like living any longer. This is bullshit what I have to go through. I’m so done. I wish Justin would answer his phone or at least his text messages. I don’t know what time it is in Australia right now but I could really use him right now. I could really use one of his wonderful pep talks. ♥
Goodnight my lovies . Work in the am and a little bit of Christmas shopping as well. I’m really getting into the holiday spirit. Sweetdreams Xo ♥
It’s never anyone else’s fault. It’s never their fault, it’s always my fault . They never do anything wrong….it’s never them but it’s always me right?! Of course you don’t know of the horrible things that he’s said and done to me in the past because you’re already blind to it. Sometimes it’s not the physical things a person does that hurts but the verbal things that he says. ♥
My phone’s busted and I’m pissed…sweetdreams. Work 7-4 tomorrow. Ugh hurry up Weds! Te amo ♥ xo
Makes me miss talking to you even more. I know you’re a busy guy. Ok busy is an UNDERSTATEMENT but can we please go back to talking like we did 6 months ago? Pretty pleaseeeeee! I miss you Justin and I miss my best friend ♥!